Saturday, September 19, 2009
i finally learnt a great lesson. after the incident dat happened... i lost many of my friends... so i went back to do some reflection. for the first few days, i insisted zhan yong is in the wrong but after a few days i listened to a song which made me come to my senses. i was in the wrong. if i did not do something bad to them before why would they do this to me? well i have to share with a saying " do onto others what others do onto you " remember dat and u would not fail like me. i failed to understand many things before but now, i understand it. another saying from spiderman " great power needs great responsibilities" that i really did not understand. i always wanted power so i was always the leader.hmmmm... like some ppl say " once a failure, always a failure" from naruto i think it applies to me. there are numerous things dat i have failed to understand yet but it's quite a good achievement for me to understand so much. im not asking for sympathy from my gang but there is sumthing i have to say to u guys. on the day which the incident happen, im not fully putting the blame to zhan yong cause i noe veri well that i am in the blame too. hmmmmmm.... to every1 who reads my blog Sorry Zhan Yong about that day. im not asking for forgiveness but if you do not forgive me i shall leave rulang with regrets. well i have to say a few days later after hearing a song i cried becoz of the effort i put into the gang. some of you might think " yeah rite u r jus toking crap" for example. friends are suppose to trust each other not have doubts. u guys think i dun like her but i do. it's jus dat u jus don't trust me. im sorry for all the things i did. i know thr are a few of you who despise me but i don't care whoever despises me. i jus wanna have a great childhood. for some ppl this might be veri confusing coz u dunno anything but its my blog for my thoughts. for example Lester, on dat day itself i didnt say i hate you but sum1 or u urself said that i hate u. hmmmm.... you guys never thought about me never trusted me. like everytime zhan yong say i owe him money never pay bak... dat onli happened once and u insist dat it happened alot of times? you onli thought bout yourself . for those of you who think im joking, strike alt+f4 and get the hell outof my life. all i want is jus frens who trust each other!i know many of you decided to hear the rumours or jus make up some story to screw me up. if u have anything unhappy about jus find me on msn. the great times we had... all got screwd up. for those who still dun believe me jus leave me alone. i know some of you will think dat im a bad fren who teaches you all the bad things. but you think, did you nt teach me any bad things? those who agree and still does not accept my apology we'll call it quits. i think its unreasonable to hit me with rubberbands when im jus taking my stuff back from u. when take your rubberband, you start to hit me. a rubberband is not even $1 while the pens u take from me cost alot. i think its not onli me who needs to do reflection u have to do it too. when i say u it means you ZY. i know u hate me veri much but cant u just say it? rather den buly me. what do you gain for bullying me? you will feel happy and wat? when i report your actions to adults you get a scolding and u get pissed off and come find me for revenge. well i have to leave the rest for your own thoughts. for the other readers remember the sayings i wrote... im sure it will benefite u sum day.
Lots Of Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen,
Keen Tat~
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